format and spacing and bears, oh my.

Good morning, Just to clarify. Those of you have been reading this blog since the beginning know that I get on here sometimes and have conversations with you - just simply begin with the thought at conception and then roll through the thoughts as they come. My mind is always running at top speed, I never really am NOT thinking. Last nights blog was very much this way.....I would like to say that I apologize for the format - not mine - but eblogger's. Since they updated their site I am no longer able to put space breaks in between my thoughts as I once have. I can do it here on my computer, hit enter three times after a closing thought to indicate to all of you that my mind is changing directions, subjects etc.... But it does not appear to show those breaks on the actual blog page. I glanced at last night's entry just now and it is just one massive run on of words. I apologize for that, for those of you who may not be completely oriented to the way I work, it is probably a little hard to discern where one thought ends and another begins. It really pisses me off that "updates" on these site's are beyond my control and choice - if they were I would have opted out of 'improvements' and stuck with the old school - old school, in my opinion is always the way to go - things change too rapidly in technology world for my liking. At any rate, that is all I really had to say - that, and I that I acknowledge there are some significant typo's too, but I had no patience for spell check and my eyes were too tired to re-read and edit my own words. Forgive me. I just got a call from my friend Sherri, a lovely way to start my day - she is getting me and Rach, herself, tickets to see David Gray in concert next month here at the Pavillion. I am beyond excited since my love affair with that David began over 12 years ago but, I have yet to gaze upon him in the flesh while my ears simultaneously orgasm. I am extremely happy and hoping her ticket venture is a success. In addition to that lovely news, tonight is my daughters swim banquet and this is exciting as she is receiving an award again this year and also will get her JSL ribbons, her achievements at that meet beyond my wildest expectations. I am excited for the banquet and party, although this event is always bittersweet as it is the last official time that the swim team family gathers until the conclusion of three long COLD seasons....I love my swim family, they are the best people and kiddos and I miss all those little brats in bathing suits smelling like salt and chlorine with deep embedded goggle circles around their permanent raccoon eyes. Sigh summer is done - school is in session and our banquet is the period after that sentence. But....it's all good - another year under the belt, a lot of changes in forward motion. For three years now Dan and I have been separated and oh no wait, reconciled, oh no wait separated again. Next swim season will actually be divorced - wow. Sam Cooke said a change is gonna come baby - they always do. All in all this summer sucked ass, next year will be better. Gotta go paint my toes and get pretty for work/banquet. Sorry about the stupid format, I am sure some of you got dizzy reading. Never my intention to make you spin with vertigo. Love for your day - from my heart.