short but sweet

Good Morning blog readers...
Well wow, things in my life are a changin'.... It is all a little scary and yet, I am calm - cool and mostly collected - although, this morning as I attempted to leave my house and get my ass to my eight o'clock math class, I felt anything but collected.
Scattered, splattered like a crime scene better describes my frazzled state today.
But....slowly things are coming together nicely, pieces fitting into their respective places as I gently gather and wedge myself into wholeness.
Sigh and a deep breath.
I am getting really good at saying "I can only do what I can do" AND actually accepting that this mantra is an okay one to chant loudly in times of thin stretching.
I am only human, not really wonder woman...
But oh, what I give for her cuff bracelets and lasso....
Especially that lasso.
Humph.
At any rate - here I am in the computer lab at school, getting ready to head to English. Hoping that today I give a shit about Harriet Jacobs - I always have in the past but, as I explained in a a recent blog, as of late, school feels largely like a distraction from my own projects - my own work - my three books that I have no time to write.
I am almost finished with one that is very near and dear to my heart.
A children's story - and I can say no more - except that I am so thrilled with what I have done and extremely proud of the story, the writing, the sentiment and the dedication.
I am hoping for really big results on this one.
I am debating whether or not to skip my classes and just knock it out - I need to get it sent to the illustrators, because although I am quite artistic myself - this portion of my project I want to source out to friends whose flavor seems right.
You want to know more now, don't you?
Can't tell you - it's a surprise....
And shit - time is up for us. Maybe more later, but maybe I will finish the book you want to know more about instead.
Oh...and everyone failed the math test, hahahaha. Good to not feel so alone in HELL.
Peace out peeps - blessings galore.